Fear or Anticipation?

I have long been fearful of stepping out and sharing my gifts, feeling that either I am unworthy or no one will resonate with my message. I must say here that no one has ever given me reason to believe either of those fears since I began this work and, in fact, just the opposite is true. So here I sit feeling a fear that has no merit…and deciding to face it head on.

Breathe Deirdra, just breathe.

Tonight I will join with other healers, teachers and lightworkers in a community healing event. I will be alone as I enter that door except for the Angels and Guides that walk with me and the tremor of fear will leave as soon as I sit down, take out my cards and begin to read for those that have come to hear their messages.

Is it really fear or could it be anticipation? I must think on this…and maybe it is just a choice to see it one way or the other.

I think I will go with anticipation and see how that feels tonight. Just the thought of it is so much lighter 🙂 than what I was feeling a minute ago.

So there you have it. I am turning my fear today into anticipation. I will let you know how it goes…